We went to where the wizard once stood
In one hole I saw a dream. In the other one, I saw its dream
No memories attached
Only hands moving. Trying to make thoughts
From within between two worlds
See you in sometime else
Sometimes I wonder, Why! ?
Then I think, Why! ?
On my mind. Words moving around like foam on waves in the sea made of thoughts.
Thinking too much makes you feel too much. It’s easy to begin to disbelieve in yourself. The more you think about it, the less you see the point of anything at the end. Everything you touch dies.
A sense of context.
I often find myself wondering. Questioning the meaning of what I do. I try to ignore the purpose of my doubts. Demons, watch me do it anyway.
Since I never seem to get any useful answers anyway from those doubts I keep on doing what I need to do what I want. Even if the meaning of it all is hidden at the end of the universe. Out of reach in my ordinary lifetime.
I don’t need, I want.
I need to sleep, but I would prefer to do it when I want. I need to wake up…
I need to cope with the rest of the world to serve my possibilities to do what I want. But I can’t control it. Everybody wants. So control yourself.
Live together, die alone.
I keep on shooting, post processing, share them. On Insta, Tumblr, my blog. Write loads and post my shit on this blog. Not many cares, some likes and then passing by and disappears into the unknown shrubbery of the past.
Instant pleasure of creativity. I want more, but don’t know why. I just do it. Because it’s satisfying to create. That’s all I need. As long as I want.
And then? Who knows. That’s inspiring enough – the unknown life of the past in the present. Creating a story and the history of your life. Documenting the creation of a memory.
Catching moments of life as it occurred in your mind. Sometimes changing during the post process. Discovering new things, traveling back in time with a slightly different mindset. Changing the scene. The past suddenly grows into new depths and heights. Crossbreeds now and then.
In every photo every made, you not only caught what you saw. You also made an image of your own mind and mood. In both directions.
And words. There are so many things inside your thoughts. Use them, play with them, decipher them. Even if they seem to make no sense, or mean anything of significant importance. Just do it. Open the hatch in your pond.
Forward in any direction. Where are we now
Photography is art. Words are art. We make art of life. Life is an artwork. Art is life.
Don’t do what you love. Love what you do. And don’t doubt about that.
It’s happening again. And will so do from time to time. My life is not always linear. Not my mind anyway.
I have always had slight issues with my memory. I usually remember everything, but seldom when or in which order it occurred.
I feel perfectly comfortable with this. It makes life a little more intuitive and exciting.
Time in any direction on its way to the same goal. Cause you can impossible avoid the black star in the center of it all – the gravity of the future everybody is heading.
For no reason but saying…
And this is
A regular reflection through my two black holes that consumes the light. After a long hard late evening shift at work. When my mind is released and my soul catches the flight.
It’s quite fun just snapping shots from the bike.
When life flow like water between your fingers. Seems like a waste of time, nothing to catch.
But you are wrong. Can’t you feel the smooth nice feeling in your hands when the water runs through fingers and touch your skin.
Life is everywhere and never bored of being so. You just need to discover the details that make it.
Blinded and killed by the superfluous. Dreaming of entertainment to excite you and feel good. Everybody hunting the need to feel great to be real.
Reclaim the speed of life. Wait, wait… wait. Watch, listen, smell. Can you feel it. It’s life.
It’s happening again. Don’t try to catch it. Let it flow, slow down, open your mind and it will catch you.
it’s happening again
Live today, die tomorrow
Life is time, time is life
Life is changing, changing is time
Life between yesterday and tomorrow
A lifetime before tomorrow
Today we live as long there is time
Tomorrow we die as long as we live
Be there and don’t miss the road trip
Live today, die tomorrow
Born to be alive, not die
A walk, some shots, a meal, some coffee, some sleep. In the air. Looking at the sky, the sun and the passing clouds. Life unlimited as long as you are. The wind made a song of air in my head, whispering. This is what I heard, or felt, I’m not sure.
Sometimes I wonder more than yesterday. Sometimes less and sometimes I don’t care.
Having doubts in myself and what I do is a common ghost. I’m so used to this company that I have become to believe in ghosts.
This ghost is like an invisible empty hole in the air. You can’t see it but you can feel the presence of it.
Luckily I have learned through time that this ghost is trapped inside a mirror and can never be real or do something you wouldn’t. As long as you don’t.
Never shake hand with ghosts. They’re fake news.
It’s the most simple truth and fact. Boring is about nothing but making it so. Not the most fun may be true, but it will definitely never ever be more fun than you make it. Strangely it’s very easy to make it worse.
Where does happiness comes from?
All you need is to be aware and accept the rules of life and how life affects you. And how your own attitude to life affects yourself and your surrounding.
What goes around comes around.
Curiosity never killed the cat. It made it experienced and stronger. Failure is for pessimists. Optimists see it as a challenge to make it better. Boredom is for pessimists. Optimists see it as time to be mindful.
Either we find a solution, or we make a solution.
We need to be curious of what will happen next and what will happen if we do this or that. We need to love what we do, and not just do what we love.
We need to create our life.
My guardian angel in life is made of sarcasm, the good in the bad, mysteries, loads of cheap humour and inexhaustible curiosity. I like to cope to infiltrate the ordinary and make it mine.
Make my day
I’m bored from time to time, just like everybody else. I’m not immune to boredom. And I’m often restless. You won’t need what you don’t have to create and make things better than worse.
Don’t play dead to ignore life.
Those I saw, those who saw me. Those not aware, those I not aware of. Where we was, when, how, why, what. Everything connected.
In the centre of it all. Tick and Tock and the atoms move.
Nothing but a moment once in a lifetime, just like any day. What’s the difference in the water flowing through the life of the river.
A river without its water is different. It’s the water that makes difference. Life is what happens while you wait.
Life is like water, be like water.
Flow your soul
I think too much. I write too much. I try to understand myself too much. I’m too complicated to understand myself. So I’ll try to not.
This is kind of follow up from my last post, Moods part II – the poetic version. It make sense…
Time by passed and over again
Always again as ever before
Hollow cup of coffee
Never here seems to already exist
Unknown friends itching backwards
We travel through skin and bone
I can see the back of my head
I see white on black
I can’t find my bed
Someone stole my hat I have no pillow
… ghosts have no shadows. And are only visible for mirrors when nobody looks in it. Dreams are like water
I really like pigeons